Hm...

I was gonna mention my 30th post, but I forgot about it and don't feel like changing it. Oh well. To late now. Anyway, I think I'm getting sick. This morning I woke up and I was shaking. I've been a bit dizzy and having some headaches, plus the fact that I'm really really tired. I've been resorting to naps lately, which is rare for me. I don't like naps, it feels like a waste of daylight personally.

On a brighter side of things, I hope to hit page 90 in Leanne by the end of the night. Also, I've been thinking about how happy I am. I find myself just smiling now. I get to thinking about... things... and it makes me happy. Then when I hear certain songs (Shake It- Metro Station, Famous Last Words, Teenager- My Chemical Romance) I start to smile because it reminds me of certain conversations with James. It's really awesome that I'm this happy, and rare too.

I'll wrap up with my dream from last night. It was strange, I don't remember a lot. I remember babysitting, and James picking me up from it. Then we all went to the mall and Jess almost bought $700 jeans. James then bought some food but they gave him strawberry milk instead and made him pay 11 bucks so he dumped it. Yeah...

Ok then. Goodnight, I'm going to try to heal and be happy!

Courtney