odd thought

Ok, why do they call them superpowers? I mean really, "ooh! a gentically mutant freak!" Come on people, that's why we have guns and science. Really.

Well I'd like to add a happy new years to everyone and to say that my night was amazing. I went to james' and helped him babysit and after everyone was in bed we watched Rent in his room =]. It was amazing.

And then I went home again and life sucked once more. Although I must say I'm pretty freakin smart... I've decided to start a "James Diary" which is basically just a book of things that happen and how I feel about them. I think that the first step to being able to open myself up to him is opening up to myself. I know that for some reason I've always had issues even letting myself even think about certain things so I'm going out on a limb and writing them down now. It's so weird.... I think that society and parents have made me feel like I need to close myself up to everything but what can I say, I never ever say what's really on my mind around my mother. Todd forbid, I mean, that's just a deathwish.

Ok, I'll stop with my insightful thinking. Happy new years everyone and good luck with life.

Your optomistic friend,
Courtney