It's Beyond Me, I Cannot Carry The Weight of a Heavy World

Oh my, not another song lyric. This one is suiting to the entry, however. My life is a mess. I hate it and the title says it all. I can't do everything. It's getting to much to handle, but what to do...

My parents are idiots. There is this whole custody battle for Matt about to go on because my dad is irresponsible and my mom is immature. Matt made a good point today, however. If I testify, everyone is fucked. My words: "You're all assholes. I don't want to be invovled. You're acting like preteens having a petty battle. Grow up and stop tearing the already strained family apart. Fuck off now. Yes, I said fuck off. Hey! Don't hit your gavel at me!" Yes. That's how it would go because I've held things in too long and curses will fly. I hate my life.

On other news, I went shopping with Jess yesterday. Shopping with friends is much funner than shopping with parents. And yes, I said funner. Get over it. I bought my dress and some shoes. Crap, I have 5 minutes. Shit.... My mom didn't like the shoes or the dress, said I looked like a slut.

Next order of business. I'm trying to figure out how Word translates to Book. I'm thinking about wrapping it up soon. Have it done before x-mas maybe.

I bought the new Buckcherry CD. Awesome. Got to go now. Bye love! Wish me luck with LIFE!

Courtney