Whoa, I'll never give in

Another song lyric. Yes, I'm a loser. No need to remind me.Ok, just to let you know, this WILL be a pissy, whiney, and probably lame rant. Give me a break here.

Ok, this whole "Matt" thing is getting annoying. He's milking this, and wants me to do everything for him. The docter said he should be doing things on his own and he's turning into a lazy fuck. Not only that, but he's getting me in trouble because I won't do something for him and he gets pissy and my mom gets mad. Grr. On top of that, we're being sucked dry financially because of these hospital bills, and now there's gas money three times a week for physical therapy and the fact that Dad isn't helping at all, so Mom's yelling at everyone about that. She seems to be forgetting that SHE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. Yeah, I know my mere "teenage angst" caused problems aren't as life-conflicting, but aren't I allowed to be an emotional wreck sometimes too? I suppose not. As she said earlier, I live in the "Official Republic of Leigh" and I asked her if I could be an anarchist... no. can i plan a coo? no. what about a revolution?... no. Well this sucks. But that's life. AND IT SUCKS.

On a brighter note, I got my laptop back today. And Echo, which is now on page 126. Pretty impressive, huh? And Kiera and Alex killed a deer 0.0. yep. i gave you a sneak peak. I'll have to print soon, but my mom won't like that idea. TODD FORBID! more money. Fuck off life, let me be myself for a while. Or not.

Bye.
Courtney