*Sad Face*

Ok, I really suck at comforting people. Courtney, here's a public (i almost wrote pubic haha), world-wide HUG for you. This lady at school died (I don't know who she is and I feel like a giant douche) and a lot of people are upset about it. Ugh, why must I be so socially awkward? Wow. And I was just randomly thinking of why James wasn't on (haha, he signed in as I typed this) and suddenly wondered what would happen if he died. OMT I'M FREAKIN SCARED NOW! I mean, he's obviously not dead because I'm talking to him now but now I'm all shaken up inside. What would I do? I bet it'd be a Kiera moment.... I'd freak out and someone would have to hit me in the head with a frying pan to calm me down. But who would comfort me? Kiera had Alex.... what would she do if he died? I'd be missing my other half..... *cries on inside* I wouldn't know what to do... Todd.... I should stop thinking about this.

On to spanish class today. We had this REALLY bitchy sub today and god... I wanted to stab her in the eye with a pen. First she yelled at me and James for sharing a desk, then she moved him to the front of the class, then she told me that spanish was more important than my career!!! WTF!? So me and James were singing La Vie Boheme silently and he got in trouble. Last time I checked, teachers didn't have the right to tell you where you can or cannot look... Arg.

Well I'm done for now. I gave myself a lot to think about... and now I'm gonna dream about him dying or something and I DON'T EVEN WANT TO IMAGINE IT.

So here's another big hug for Courtney.

You're stupid, stupid, friend,
Courtney