*Girlish Squeal*

TODAY WAS AWESOME!

First, I FINISHED WRITING MY BOOK. I'm so proud of myself. I hope you all are too.
Second, I am awesome at martial arts.

Ok, well i'm to exhuberantly tired to blog right now. Email me!

*Faints*

I don't think I've used that title yet, right? Well, I feel like passing out. BECAUSE I'M WRITING MY EPILOGUE AS WE SPEAK OR WRITE... OR DON'T COMMUNICATE AT ALL... Ok then. Either way, it's pretty crazy. I've been doing some research on agents and publishing and stuff. I'm pretty freaked out. So much seems to rely on the first chapter, but what if mine isn't good and I don't get an agent and I don't get published and... Ok. Sorry, breakdown complete.

Well, I have to go. Cerfew sucks. Don't get in trouble. That was my PSA. Be happy.

Courtney

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY FIRST BOOK. After I get published and famous *crosses fingers* maybe people will actually read this hehe. Ok then. It's pretty amazing. Yes, well I have to go now. Comment Courtney!

John Ohhh!

Hehe, John Ohhh. How hot. He invented the eyePod... haha, http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=5917901&albumID=52174&imageID=30951913 Click there and figure out what I mean. Yes, and stop to admire the beauty behind the earphones. I SAID ADMIRE! *ehem* I'm ok. Or not. I BROKE IT! Ok. another Courtney moment. You wouldn't understand, unless you're Courtney, but even then... You might understand b/c you know how... strange... I am.

Anywho. Haha, want to make you scream. Sorry again. I'm really hyper. I'm listening to Buckcherry. Big Surprise. I had my first martial arts class in a while. I hurt. My knees hurt, my legs hurt, my head hurts, and the little mexican kid had no idea what he was doing. I mean, I know he's a fourth grader.... But really. And there's suppoesed to be like, this 59 year old. This should be interesting.

I've decided to start ending my book. There will only be a few more chapters, if that. I've decided on the ending, and I'm terribly sorry Courtney, but I might not fit you in the first book. Mainly because I want to end with an awesome vampire fight, but I promise, next book. LOVE YOU!

Ok well thats it for now. Byebye!

Courtney

Uh...

Not a song lyric/title. Are you proud Courtney? Ok then. I don't know if I mentioned in my previous entry, and I'm to lazy to check, but I'm considering wrapping Echo up soon. OMT! I just read an email about getting published (quite the timing, huh) and it said something like costing $800 for a plan or something! Holy crap! My mom told me that they would pay me! Ok then. Well, I'll figure that out I suppose. My problem is that I'm getting to a critical point where it either ends soon or I can make it longer. I want to find out how Microsoft Works pages transfer to published book pages. I only have, like 144 pages I think. Everyone is telling me to let it go with the flow and end when it needs to but I want a long book. I want to beat Stephanie Meyer!!! *evil laugh* I know that might be a little high of a standard, but people either love her books or hate them. I wonder if people will like Alex as much as they like Edward (although Edward sounds like a FREAKING SEXY BEAST!). Ok... but I want long books. Jess told me it will be like, doubled, but people have told me it will be about the same... I don't want "Joey's first chapter book!" Although Joey might bite off more then he can chew (get it? Bite? Vampires? You people suck. Or not. I can't tell if you're laughing or not from here). Josh Todd is awesome... better than Edward. I want to see if I can figure out how to post videos on this... Then you can bask in the can't-dance hottness of my main squeeze... I wish haha. Ok, here goes (another Rent moment just happened.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpWpYl6kmNg Ok. I couldn't figure it out, so click here to see MY LOVE! hehe. Goodnight friend(s)!

Courtney

It's Beyond Me, I Cannot Carry The Weight of a Heavy World

Oh my, not another song lyric. This one is suiting to the entry, however. My life is a mess. I hate it and the title says it all. I can't do everything. It's getting to much to handle, but what to do...

My parents are idiots. There is this whole custody battle for Matt about to go on because my dad is irresponsible and my mom is immature. Matt made a good point today, however. If I testify, everyone is fucked. My words: "You're all assholes. I don't want to be invovled. You're acting like preteens having a petty battle. Grow up and stop tearing the already strained family apart. Fuck off now. Yes, I said fuck off. Hey! Don't hit your gavel at me!" Yes. That's how it would go because I've held things in too long and curses will fly. I hate my life.

On other news, I went shopping with Jess yesterday. Shopping with friends is much funner than shopping with parents. And yes, I said funner. Get over it. I bought my dress and some shoes. Crap, I have 5 minutes. Shit.... My mom didn't like the shoes or the dress, said I looked like a slut.

Next order of business. I'm trying to figure out how Word translates to Book. I'm thinking about wrapping it up soon. Have it done before x-mas maybe.

I bought the new Buckcherry CD. Awesome. Got to go now. Bye love! Wish me luck with LIFE!

Courtney

Infatuation

Ok. I need something to happen in my life besides school because these song lyrics/titles are getting lame. Not that they're lame songs, it's because it's what's playing and if it's playing, it's obviously a good song.

And yes. School started. You must be wondering how such a deep, thoughtful, and mature mind could still be in school, but believe it. I'm a junior in high school. Not shocked? FINE! I wouldn't be shocked either.

Anyway. This year should be a breeze. I think that english and spanish should be hardest, and there's no regents for spanish. Accounting is repetative, or so I'm told, so after a while I should get it enough. Music theory... I'm just hoping I have enough knowledge for that or college might be a challenge. Mrs. OJ is kinda scarey though... but Jess will help me survive that.

I'm talking to tom right now. I only have 5 minutes left online. FUCKING SCHOOL. ehem. My brother needs to cut it out with this overprotective shit. My mom too.

Ok then. Bye.

Whoa, I'll never give in

Another song lyric. Yes, I'm a loser. No need to remind me.Ok, just to let you know, this WILL be a pissy, whiney, and probably lame rant. Give me a break here.

Ok, this whole "Matt" thing is getting annoying. He's milking this, and wants me to do everything for him. The docter said he should be doing things on his own and he's turning into a lazy fuck. Not only that, but he's getting me in trouble because I won't do something for him and he gets pissy and my mom gets mad. Grr. On top of that, we're being sucked dry financially because of these hospital bills, and now there's gas money three times a week for physical therapy and the fact that Dad isn't helping at all, so Mom's yelling at everyone about that. She seems to be forgetting that SHE'S NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS. Yeah, I know my mere "teenage angst" caused problems aren't as life-conflicting, but aren't I allowed to be an emotional wreck sometimes too? I suppose not. As she said earlier, I live in the "Official Republic of Leigh" and I asked her if I could be an anarchist... no. can i plan a coo? no. what about a revolution?... no. Well this sucks. But that's life. AND IT SUCKS.

On a brighter note, I got my laptop back today. And Echo, which is now on page 126. Pretty impressive, huh? And Kiera and Alex killed a deer 0.0. yep. i gave you a sneak peak. I'll have to print soon, but my mom won't like that idea. TODD FORBID! more money. Fuck off life, let me be myself for a while. Or not.

Bye.
Courtney

And Let Your Sun Shine

That was a lyric. I'm totally out of really good titles. Maybe not, but I've been busy writing 17 PAGES WITHING 2 DAYS so my creativity has been spent elsewhere.

I'm really pissed off right now. I'm on this website looking up lyrics and putting them on my iPod so that Kyle can be like WTF! on the bus thursday, and this site SUCKS. They skip a lot of crap and... they do the whole "Chorus" thing instead of writing it again. Grr. For Example:
Alright!Break me down, you got a lovely face, we're going to your place, now you got to freak me outScream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my wayHey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of itWhen I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right onTake it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in fullYou're so fine, It won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face
[Chorus:]Get the video, fuck you so good
[Chorus]
Baby girl you want it hard to be a star you'll have to go downTake it off no need to talk your crazy but I like the way you fuck meAlright!Break me down, you got a lovely face, we're going to your place, now you got to freak me outScream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my wayHey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of itWhen I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right onTake it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in fullYou're so fine, It won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face
[Chorus:]Get the video, fuck you so good
[Chorus]
Baby girl you want it hard to be a star you'll have to go downTake it off no need to talk your crazy but I like the way you fuck me''

WTF! You know? Anyway... That's it I think. Is the font size different than originally? I don't know how to match it. Oh well. Don't let your OCD kill you.

Nope. Not done yet. I'd though I'd mention that I've been getting death threats from Mike. He's going to tickle me to death. So if I die Thursday, you know who it was. Ta Dah!

Bye.
Courtney

Ugh

I did not want to post this, just because I feel lazy and unambitious right now. Well, that's not entirely true, but my ambition has been spent writing like freakin, 7 pages. and yes, I did say 7! I'm still writing too, almost 8 pages. I just don't have anything better to do online right now. I'm only staying on for aim, and no one is talking to me anyway. I betcha Tom is playing video games. So, let's find something irrelevant and random to talk about.

Ok... I have it. My dream! I don't even remember it really. Just that there was this monster, and if I went up this hill it would chase me down. I was like it's slave (ehem matt) and I had to take care of it's kids. But, if I gave it these baby venus fly traps it would get pissed at me and try to kill me, which makes me think this monster was a venus fly trap. I do remember a lot of green and red. Then the playground had a whole other side that was a water park, and I was all "WTF? When did we get a water park?" but I went there and the monster was there and there was a pool and it was deep at one end. Uh, that's it. WAIT! There was something about me stealing a little girl's bike I think... Something about bikes...

Anyway, Matt gets his staples out tomorrow, so I'm gonna go stay up all night until I get to write Jake and Leanne's first kiss! Aww.

Btw, I've been thinking about changing Leanne's name because it doesn't really suit her... But I can't think of something that does. It fit for the original version of the story, but it's all changed now and... Yay! I remembered that I wanted to check Babynames.com for the meaning of Leanne. Thank you!

Funny story, my mom walked into the living room one day and was like "Why the hell are you on babynames.com?" Yeah, thought I'd mention that. Byebye

Courtney