Gobble Gobble (don't shoot in turkish)

Yes, that is a fact, so if you ever see a turkey and it says gobble gobble, that's what it's trying to say. Yeah, I went to my aunt's for good ole turkey day and spent the whole time playing video games with my cousin =]

I really don't feel much like blogging right now. I'm eating sunflower seeds and having a fantastic conversation with James. I'll see you all in school monday. Bye!

Your dreamy friend,
Courtney

Chivalry Hasn't Died

So my last few days have been interesting. Yesterday, James made me muffins =] They were really good. He then said "When we have a house I have a feeling I'm going to be doing most of the cooking" lol. How true. And today there was no school. That was nice, although I really wanted to see James again before break... Maybe I'll see him saturday. That'd be nice. And... my aunt was here for a while today. I miss her and she's moving but my mom's being immature about it. What's new there...

Oh, and the title. First of all, on Friday James was a bit short on cash so I lent him five bucks. No big deal, right? Well in school yesterday he told me to close my eyes, hold out my hand, and promise not to give it back. I suspicously did as he told and, vua la, a five dollar bill. Then, last night, I asked him once more what he wanted for christmas and he said nothing. I'm not gonna say details, but in short he says I shouldn't have to give him anything and he doesn't care if I want to or not. Mi Wifey just said I should frame a pic for him and it's actually a good idea. Now I just need to coax him infront of a camera with me lol. Yeah!

Ok then. Now to ponder poses lol. Goodnight!

Your manipulative friend,
Courtney

50th Post. This calls for a celebration! (amongst other things)

LOTS OF NEWS FOR YOU!
1)I got a new phone and it's amazing. It's the LG VU and it's got a touch screen and unlimited texting so feel free to message me (772-0204).
2)I had two James days this weekend. Friday we went to go see Twilight (see 3) and yesterday he came over and hung out with Matt and my cousin Kyle (see 4)
3)Twilight was awesome =]
4)James is freakin awesome at life. Just cuz he is, but he's a little fuckwad too lol. We were playing COD, last man standing (where we only had one life) and I took him out so he leaned me across his lap and tried to kiss me. My responce was "You're trying to distract me aren't you!" and he nodded lol. Little fucker. Yeah, I was in his lap the whole time and we both really suck at Madden haha
5)I started to write Echo 2(for lack of better title)
6) COLUMBUS CREW WON THE MLS CUP! Score was 3-1 cuz we kick fuckin ass.
7)I get my class ring tomorrow.

Ok... That's it for tonight. I'm gonna continue talking to the most amazing guy in the world =] Goodnight!

Your fantabulously wonderful friend,
Courtney

HAPPY MONTHAVERSARY TO ME!

Yay us! One month today! Skills, I know. And I must say, this might be the happiest month I've ever lived. Although I have yet to tell James that I'll be spending Valentines Day in.....

Jamaica!

Although I'm excited, I'm a bit heartbroken. I was looking forward to V-day this year, you know, not spending it alone and all. Maybe I'll buy James a webcam and we can have an e-date. I'll probably try to arange something before-after but it sucks. Haha, pat meat... Sorry, the TV is on. Well, James isn't online tonight and I only have until 10 (got in trouble last night). I'm going to go to sparknotes and then put my mom's laundry in the dryer so I can avoid trouble. Goodnighth world.

You're sad but soon tan friend,
Courtney

FOR ONCE!

For the first time in like, ever, I have hated this storm with more passion then... ever! Because of this storm (yeah, there's a storm up here in NY by the way), James wasn't allowed to come over! WHAT THE HELL! Have you noticed at all how excited I've been for today to come? My week crawled by because I wanted to see him outside of school. It was the only thing that got me through the week in the first place. TODD DAMN IT!

Either way, I'll set my ANGRY HATEFULL VENGEFULL feelings aside for now. Um... Yeah, drawing a blank. I'm still writing about my original idea... and I'mma go see twilight on friday. And.... uh.... ok then. I guess that's it for now. Bye you lucky bastards.

Your scornful friend,
Courtney

Finally!

Tomorrow is Saturday! YAY! Cuz I miss James. Well, I've missed him as soon as he was out of reach but that's besides the point. I was thinking earlier and remembering that I will never EVER let him read this. Ever. Haha, not that it's bad or anything, but... I dunno. This corny sappy stuff is better in person, donthca think?

Ok... Well I'm trying to find out what to write about. My back hurts and I haven't felt good for like two weeks. OH! I almost died today in Music Theory. Came close to choking to death on my spit. I'm okay though. And James' eye is all swolen haha.

Yeah, he was joking around and he slammed me into his locker so Tim came up and slammed him into it and then I hit him and then Tim again, but his eye came and hit the top corner of the locker. It was a little funny, but it's alright cuz he's alright so I don't have to feel bad.
I guess that's it for now. Goodnight.

Your hopelessly lifeless friend,
Courtney

TOTS!

These are tater tots. I ate all the "s"s so i had to use a Z. Yes.

So today I didn't eat lunch. Why you ask? Well I have a photography project due tomorrow that I'm not nearly finished with. Damn. And I probably won't eat tomorrow either but I'm NOT skipping studay hall because James will be there. And it's almost SATURDAY! Ok then. Oh, and I'm gonna post a stupid pole by request... It's a lame topic but it's all I could think of for now. And.... I'm drinking out of my rocket ship cup. And I don't feel lame because James gets the rocket cups to. AND eats of of the kids menu. We are so good together =]

Yeah, and his computer still isn't working and I'm very upset. Almost saturday. That makes it more bearable. And... I totally forgot what I was about to type. OH! During music theory today, we played our Circle of 5ths game and I did really good. AND I started a new, Meyer-proof story, about.... *keys dramatic theme music* WEREDRAGONS! I know she did werewolves, but not weredragons! Yay me! Goodnight though.

Your impatient friend,
Courtney

Bow wow

Idk where that came from. On a blogblock. Yeah... but my writing is doing ok. I suppose I'm blocked up because I'm trying to decide how much of my decision making factors (on apples) I want to share with you all. Not much because I feel so lame saying out loud. Which is why I haven't yet. Maybe I'll do that later when everyone's asleep, just for analyctic purpouses. Yeah, that's an idea.

Ok, I'm really pissed at Stephanie Meyer. She's like, in my head or something, but since she's already famous, she's getting those ideas published before me. There are so many similarities that I never intended, and I don't want people to think I'm unoriginal, because I'm not. I just am not as quick as her. Grr.

Ok, well today I brought my Japanese soda to school today. First it bubbled over in the hall. Then Jen spilled it. I'm going to make a diagram on paint to demonstrate.


Haha, amazing. Either way, she was watching the marble and tipping it while it was still half full. She didn't realize there was a lid and just poured it all over her desk. It was funny.

Moving on, I had study hall today with James sixth. I somehow ended up laying down on the floor under my desk with him sitting above me. Very random haha. But very nice either way. Yeah, well I gots to go now. See you in school tomorrow!

Your lonely friend,
Courtney

Ramune!

This is the most amazing soda in the world. It's Shirakiku Ramune Drink and it has a marble in it =]

Anyway... I set up the PS2 in my room today so that when James comes over friday, we can watch movies in my room. It took me forever to figure out how to do it, and when my mom helped me the audio got all fucked up. Then i fixed it but it was to fuzzy to see and I fixed that to. I'm so smart. Then I was playing spiderman while talking to serena on the phone. It took me a few minutes to process the whole "spiderman" thins (see previous blog kaity lol). Then I started to laugh very hard.

OH! I sat in the office for like 40 minutes today for a two minute conversation. Although, I did publisize my book a little... I was talking to the secretary about it and she said she was going to read some of it on kiwibox. Yeah. I'm that awesome. Either way, I got into Mr. Wordens office (who hasn't? haha. Totally uncalled for, he's nice.), and sat down. Here's our conversation.

him- do you know why you're here?
Me- no idea
Well that's good, maybe this is just a misunderstanding then.
Ok then.
Were you in school friday?
Yeah.
Did you go to phys ed?
No. i had a band lesson.
You can't skip gym for band. Oh wait, was it a make up?
No.
Ok the. *writes down on paper* " went to band lesson" Ok then, you can go now.
Thanks. Bye.

How lame! Ok then, goodnight all. comment mi loves!

Your even confuddleder friend,
Courtney

Told Ya (HELLO WIFEY!)

See? Two posts in one day. Damn I have no life. Not that much happened in the time of my last post... Did I mention my Japanese soda? Maybe I did, maybe I didn't, but I will now. It's really good, and it's awesome to open. It has a marble in the lid and you have to push the marble down to drink. It's awesome.

I really wanted to talk to serena about apples but she wasn't home when I called. It's just something that's weird to talk about. I told matt that I have a problem I have no one to talk to about and he's like "you can talk to me." Pffft, yeah right. Then he asked me if I missed my period. What nerve!

Ok, This paragraph is dedicated to my wifey (who is mentioned above and below). She's like, awesome and she's my wifey AND I LOVE HER!!!!!!!! Love ya for life!

Either way, I'm going to go now. Hi Kaity, I love my wifey! Yeah... See you all in school tomorrow =]

Your fizzy friend,
Courtney

James' freakin huge shoes. Very manly, huh?

New appreciation for Spiderman

Haha... Kissing upside down is fun =]

Either way, we decided on bowling. I lost so badly, but I definitely punched James in the nuts by accident. I slipped on the corner of the ledge and as I was falling (seemingly in slow motion) I was thinking "Omt, I just groped him." Turns out I actually punched him so I felt bad (that there wasn't a camera running eh hem).

It was really fun though. We hung out a few hours before we left. We chilled in my room and watched gabrial inglesia. Then in the car, i had my head on his shoulder and my hand in his. Lots of cuddling =]. Then, while bowling, it alternated between leaning on the wall with him or sitting on him lol. Then we went home and watched the food channel until his mom called and said he had to go home. I had my head on his lap the whole ride home (on, not in you perves). Yes, and I provoked some more apple related questions, but I'm not going there now because i'm to embarrased to say haha. I'll call serena later. Until tonight! (I'll probably post again)

Your Mary Jane friend,
Courtney

Post 40!

Yay! *pats self on back* I've managed to stay commited to this blog! And on top of that I had a remotely good day... sorta. I'll even manage to fit all the bad stuff in this opening paragraph thingy, just for your viewing pleasure. My comma key broke when I tried to fix it. Wondering how I'm about to do this: , ? I JUST DID! Yes, the little plastic things came off and I think I may have broken them a bit. Whoops. And James' computer still isn't fixed so my unlimited internet time is being wasted away. Oh, and after I talk about my happy stuff, I would like to once again complain about parents and... "apples". Yes.

Well, I made a friend today! Who says video games are for losers? While playing Mabinogi (awesome by the way), a whole bunch of people were trying to find this ring in like, a zillion snowmen so we all worked together and found the one we were supposed to hit. Lovely, right? And during the process, someone saved me (stupid cayotes kept attacking for no reason) several times, and I returned the favor, we made a fire so we could heal up a bit and searched some more. Now she added me to her friend list! I feel special!

Ok... and today... James ate lunch with me while I was at study hall. I love being with him as much as possible. And I've decided that when we bring him home tomorrow after whatever we do (Idea for a poll! Do it!) I'm going to walk him to his door so I can get a kiss that will last through my lonely Sunday. Yep =]

Now, back to apples. I'm once again, very confused about my own apple eating wishes, as in wondering if there's a wish at all. I probably should share this with all of you, but I trust you'll not tell anyone (or you die *ehem*) so I'll go and say it. I love you all! Now, I said something along the lines of sex, I don't remember what exactly, but you all know those stupid little things I say sometimes. Well, James responded, "I wouldn't mind that at all." I know he obviously wouldn't mind but does that mean he would try? And if he did would I stop him? My parents make this decision so much harder... It's not fair at all. How can I make a judgement when I know that someone's not going to be happy with me. And I would go with that whole "what I want" thing but I don't even know what I want. When I say I love James, I mean it. I don't care if someone thinks it's too soon to say it or I'm too young... I've said it to other guys but it's never been like this. I trust him but... I'm not the most experienced in relationship areas... I guess I'd have to figure out myself. Wish me luck!

Well I'm going to go make that poll that you are going to take. Love you all!

Your very confuddled friend,
Courtney

P.S. You like the new thing I'm doing with my closure?

P.S.S. Did you know "p.s." stood for post script? Would that be Post script script? Hm...

Hello Gary *waves*

Haha, another dedicated title. Am I great or what? Well... if I were great I wouldn't be blogging about blood...

Yeah, so I painted my toe nails for homecoming, and we don't have any nail polish remover so I was playing with my pocket knife trying to get it off. Not the greatest idea, I know. And I learned my lesson and am getting an award so it makes things alright.

Either way, I looked down and noticed my big toe was bleeding. I didn't even feel it until I saw it, and we all know how that works. Thankfully, during my expedition to clean my room (and when I say expedition, I mean it. Seriously, they could of made a movie out of it or something) I found a bunch of bandaids and neglected to put them somewhere so they were at easy access.

When my toe finally stopped bleeding, I continued to slice open my thumb. I felt like a vampire, licking the blood off =] No matter how hard I tried, I could never be as cool a vampire as any of the Cullens, or Kiera and Alex. My vampires =]

So now my thumb isn't bleeding anymore either, but it hurts to touch (and yes, I know that's a given too) but my question mark key is sticking. I'm going to have to investigate that later because I'm on a writing frenzy. Go page 106 now I think. My second book... I'm crazy awesome haha. Ok then, goodnight world!

Soon to be famous author:
Courtney

Hi Kyle!

That title had better not have been wasted mister. I'll know. And if it wasn't wasted, WELCOME TO MY DOMAIN! (and comment).

Anyway, I've had another fantabulous day. James kissed me not once, not twice, but three times today. I can get used to this. Except for the fact that as soon as he's out of reach i miss him. How pathetic am I? Pretty pathetic, but I'm happy so I'm not complaining. Oh! and I'm currently on page 104. Pretty amazing, huh. I've decided to write to stephenie meyer because I have all of these ideas and she keeps getting them published before me. It pisses me off because I don't want to get sued or something, or worse, blamed for copying her. I don't do that, I have my oewn ideas and if you say differently, I will stab you with a large serrated hunting knife covered in peroxode, then I will pour salt on your wounds and feed you your privates through your ass. Just to let you know. >=]

Ok, enoug of the violent charade. I'm in too good a mood for death threats (did I just really say that? That's worse than "I can't wait for school tomorrow!" Ew.) Enough of that. I'm going to kill the world off now. Leave the love! Byebye

Courtney

Buzz Buzz Tweet

Yep. Here it comes, finally a blog about the birds and the bees. Not that I've had anything to do with them in particular, but I've been thinking a lot about it lately. Mostly about how teenagers are affected about the "sex talk". How can a person properly judge if they're ready or now when parents and teachers and society is always saying how it's so bad? If everyone tells you that you shouldn't eat apples, you probably wouldn't, right? Yet all the people who tell you this eat apples all the time. What if that apple looks really good and you think you want to eat it but then you think of how everyone always says "Your not ready until your married. Don't do it." How is that fair? All of these outside influences are impairing our ability to make the right decision. Yeah... sorry, I've been thinking about that lately. Like my apple reference?

In other news, I'm just about to page 100 in my other story =D Yay me! Ok then, I'm going to try and take out the world now, which reminds me. Play this game:

http://www.addictinggames.com/pandemic2.html

If that doesn't work, just type Pandemic into the search box. It's really fun =] Here, I'll try to find a picture. I haven't posted one in forever.

I might go here this February. Nice, huh?

Giggly today...

Yeah, so last night, James came over and we watched Saw III and some of Saw IV. I like watching movies with him =], although it'd be better if my family wasn't in the room... You know, with my mom always watching and my brother farting all over us. Either way, it couldn't ruin the moment =D We were so close and it was AMAZING. I was leaning on his chest with his arm around me and my hand around his waist, it was pretty flippin awesome. And he's so warm =] and... ok, I'll stop now. Anyway, we had to drive him home at midnight... But for the second night in a row I had a very nice dream =].

Yes, so today was my dad's birthday and I didn't have a gift/card. On some creative improv, I shoved some candles in a Krispy Kreme (my grandma ate mine without asking >=[) and brought it to him. That's about the extent of my day, although I decided I want an iPod touch, looks fun =]. Well I'm gonna wait to talk to James, even though I bet his router is still broke. Oh well, I'll see him tomorrow. Bye my love!

Courtney