Told Ya (HELLO WIFEY!)

See? Two posts in one day. Damn I have no life. Not that much happened in the time of my last post... Did I mention my Japanese soda? Maybe I did, maybe I didn't, but I will now. It's really good, and it's awesome to open. It has a marble in the lid and you have to push the marble down to drink. It's awesome.

I really wanted to talk to serena about apples but she wasn't home when I called. It's just something that's weird to talk about. I told matt that I have a problem I have no one to talk to about and he's like "you can talk to me." Pffft, yeah right. Then he asked me if I missed my period. What nerve!

Ok, This paragraph is dedicated to my wifey (who is mentioned above and below). She's like, awesome and she's my wifey AND I LOVE HER!!!!!!!! Love ya for life!

Either way, I'm going to go now. Hi Kaity, I love my wifey! Yeah... See you all in school tomorrow =]

Your fizzy friend,
Courtney

James' freakin huge shoes. Very manly, huh?

New appreciation for Spiderman

Haha... Kissing upside down is fun =]

Either way, we decided on bowling. I lost so badly, but I definitely punched James in the nuts by accident. I slipped on the corner of the ledge and as I was falling (seemingly in slow motion) I was thinking "Omt, I just groped him." Turns out I actually punched him so I felt bad (that there wasn't a camera running eh hem).

It was really fun though. We hung out a few hours before we left. We chilled in my room and watched gabrial inglesia. Then in the car, i had my head on his shoulder and my hand in his. Lots of cuddling =]. Then, while bowling, it alternated between leaning on the wall with him or sitting on him lol. Then we went home and watched the food channel until his mom called and said he had to go home. I had my head on his lap the whole ride home (on, not in you perves). Yes, and I provoked some more apple related questions, but I'm not going there now because i'm to embarrased to say haha. I'll call serena later. Until tonight! (I'll probably post again)

Your Mary Jane friend,
Courtney

Post 40!

Yay! *pats self on back* I've managed to stay commited to this blog! And on top of that I had a remotely good day... sorta. I'll even manage to fit all the bad stuff in this opening paragraph thingy, just for your viewing pleasure. My comma key broke when I tried to fix it. Wondering how I'm about to do this: , ? I JUST DID! Yes, the little plastic things came off and I think I may have broken them a bit. Whoops. And James' computer still isn't fixed so my unlimited internet time is being wasted away. Oh, and after I talk about my happy stuff, I would like to once again complain about parents and... "apples". Yes.

Well, I made a friend today! Who says video games are for losers? While playing Mabinogi (awesome by the way), a whole bunch of people were trying to find this ring in like, a zillion snowmen so we all worked together and found the one we were supposed to hit. Lovely, right? And during the process, someone saved me (stupid cayotes kept attacking for no reason) several times, and I returned the favor, we made a fire so we could heal up a bit and searched some more. Now she added me to her friend list! I feel special!

Ok... and today... James ate lunch with me while I was at study hall. I love being with him as much as possible. And I've decided that when we bring him home tomorrow after whatever we do (Idea for a poll! Do it!) I'm going to walk him to his door so I can get a kiss that will last through my lonely Sunday. Yep =]

Now, back to apples. I'm once again, very confused about my own apple eating wishes, as in wondering if there's a wish at all. I probably should share this with all of you, but I trust you'll not tell anyone (or you die *ehem*) so I'll go and say it. I love you all! Now, I said something along the lines of sex, I don't remember what exactly, but you all know those stupid little things I say sometimes. Well, James responded, "I wouldn't mind that at all." I know he obviously wouldn't mind but does that mean he would try? And if he did would I stop him? My parents make this decision so much harder... It's not fair at all. How can I make a judgement when I know that someone's not going to be happy with me. And I would go with that whole "what I want" thing but I don't even know what I want. When I say I love James, I mean it. I don't care if someone thinks it's too soon to say it or I'm too young... I've said it to other guys but it's never been like this. I trust him but... I'm not the most experienced in relationship areas... I guess I'd have to figure out myself. Wish me luck!

Well I'm going to go make that poll that you are going to take. Love you all!

Your very confuddled friend,
Courtney

P.S. You like the new thing I'm doing with my closure?

P.S.S. Did you know "p.s." stood for post script? Would that be Post script script? Hm...

Hello Gary *waves*

Haha, another dedicated title. Am I great or what? Well... if I were great I wouldn't be blogging about blood...

Yeah, so I painted my toe nails for homecoming, and we don't have any nail polish remover so I was playing with my pocket knife trying to get it off. Not the greatest idea, I know. And I learned my lesson and am getting an award so it makes things alright.

Either way, I looked down and noticed my big toe was bleeding. I didn't even feel it until I saw it, and we all know how that works. Thankfully, during my expedition to clean my room (and when I say expedition, I mean it. Seriously, they could of made a movie out of it or something) I found a bunch of bandaids and neglected to put them somewhere so they were at easy access.

When my toe finally stopped bleeding, I continued to slice open my thumb. I felt like a vampire, licking the blood off =] No matter how hard I tried, I could never be as cool a vampire as any of the Cullens, or Kiera and Alex. My vampires =]

So now my thumb isn't bleeding anymore either, but it hurts to touch (and yes, I know that's a given too) but my question mark key is sticking. I'm going to have to investigate that later because I'm on a writing frenzy. Go page 106 now I think. My second book... I'm crazy awesome haha. Ok then, goodnight world!

Soon to be famous author:
Courtney

Hi Kyle!

That title had better not have been wasted mister. I'll know. And if it wasn't wasted, WELCOME TO MY DOMAIN! (and comment).

Anyway, I've had another fantabulous day. James kissed me not once, not twice, but three times today. I can get used to this. Except for the fact that as soon as he's out of reach i miss him. How pathetic am I? Pretty pathetic, but I'm happy so I'm not complaining. Oh! and I'm currently on page 104. Pretty amazing, huh. I've decided to write to stephenie meyer because I have all of these ideas and she keeps getting them published before me. It pisses me off because I don't want to get sued or something, or worse, blamed for copying her. I don't do that, I have my oewn ideas and if you say differently, I will stab you with a large serrated hunting knife covered in peroxode, then I will pour salt on your wounds and feed you your privates through your ass. Just to let you know. >=]

Ok, enoug of the violent charade. I'm in too good a mood for death threats (did I just really say that? That's worse than "I can't wait for school tomorrow!" Ew.) Enough of that. I'm going to kill the world off now. Leave the love! Byebye

Courtney

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Yep. Here it comes, finally a blog about the birds and the bees. Not that I've had anything to do with them in particular, but I've been thinking a lot about it lately. Mostly about how teenagers are affected about the "sex talk". How can a person properly judge if they're ready or now when parents and teachers and society is always saying how it's so bad? If everyone tells you that you shouldn't eat apples, you probably wouldn't, right? Yet all the people who tell you this eat apples all the time. What if that apple looks really good and you think you want to eat it but then you think of how everyone always says "Your not ready until your married. Don't do it." How is that fair? All of these outside influences are impairing our ability to make the right decision. Yeah... sorry, I've been thinking about that lately. Like my apple reference?

In other news, I'm just about to page 100 in my other story =D Yay me! Ok then, I'm going to try and take out the world now, which reminds me. Play this game:

http://www.addictinggames.com/pandemic2.html

If that doesn't work, just type Pandemic into the search box. It's really fun =] Here, I'll try to find a picture. I haven't posted one in forever.

I might go here this February. Nice, huh?

Giggly today...

Yeah, so last night, James came over and we watched Saw III and some of Saw IV. I like watching movies with him =], although it'd be better if my family wasn't in the room... You know, with my mom always watching and my brother farting all over us. Either way, it couldn't ruin the moment =D We were so close and it was AMAZING. I was leaning on his chest with his arm around me and my hand around his waist, it was pretty flippin awesome. And he's so warm =] and... ok, I'll stop now. Anyway, we had to drive him home at midnight... But for the second night in a row I had a very nice dream =].

Yes, so today was my dad's birthday and I didn't have a gift/card. On some creative improv, I shoved some candles in a Krispy Kreme (my grandma ate mine without asking >=[) and brought it to him. That's about the extent of my day, although I decided I want an iPod touch, looks fun =]. Well I'm gonna wait to talk to James, even though I bet his router is still broke. Oh well, I'll see him tomorrow. Bye my love!

Courtney