*Girlish Squeal*

TODAY WAS AWESOME!

First, I FINISHED WRITING MY BOOK. I'm so proud of myself. I hope you all are too.
Second, I am awesome at martial arts.

Ok, well i'm to exhuberantly tired to blog right now. Email me!

*Faints*

I don't think I've used that title yet, right? Well, I feel like passing out. BECAUSE I'M WRITING MY EPILOGUE AS WE SPEAK OR WRITE... OR DON'T COMMUNICATE AT ALL... Ok then. Either way, it's pretty crazy. I've been doing some research on agents and publishing and stuff. I'm pretty freaked out. So much seems to rely on the first chapter, but what if mine isn't good and I don't get an agent and I don't get published and... Ok. Sorry, breakdown complete.

Well, I have to go. Cerfew sucks. Don't get in trouble. That was my PSA. Be happy.

Courtney

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY FIRST BOOK. After I get published and famous *crosses fingers* maybe people will actually read this hehe. Ok then. It's pretty amazing. Yes, well I have to go now. Comment Courtney!

John Ohhh!

Hehe, John Ohhh. How hot. He invented the eyePod... haha, http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=5917901&albumID=52174&imageID=30951913 Click there and figure out what I mean. Yes, and stop to admire the beauty behind the earphones. I SAID ADMIRE! *ehem* I'm ok. Or not. I BROKE IT! Ok. another Courtney moment. You wouldn't understand, unless you're Courtney, but even then... You might understand b/c you know how... strange... I am.

Anywho. Haha, want to make you scream. Sorry again. I'm really hyper. I'm listening to Buckcherry. Big Surprise. I had my first martial arts class in a while. I hurt. My knees hurt, my legs hurt, my head hurts, and the little mexican kid had no idea what he was doing. I mean, I know he's a fourth grader.... But really. And there's suppoesed to be like, this 59 year old. This should be interesting.

I've decided to start ending my book. There will only be a few more chapters, if that. I've decided on the ending, and I'm terribly sorry Courtney, but I might not fit you in the first book. Mainly because I want to end with an awesome vampire fight, but I promise, next book. LOVE YOU!

Ok well thats it for now. Byebye!

Courtney

Uh...

Not a song lyric/title. Are you proud Courtney? Ok then. I don't know if I mentioned in my previous entry, and I'm to lazy to check, but I'm considering wrapping Echo up soon. OMT! I just read an email about getting published (quite the timing, huh) and it said something like costing $800 for a plan or something! Holy crap! My mom told me that they would pay me! Ok then. Well, I'll figure that out I suppose. My problem is that I'm getting to a critical point where it either ends soon or I can make it longer. I want to find out how Microsoft Works pages transfer to published book pages. I only have, like 144 pages I think. Everyone is telling me to let it go with the flow and end when it needs to but I want a long book. I want to beat Stephanie Meyer!!! *evil laugh* I know that might be a little high of a standard, but people either love her books or hate them. I wonder if people will like Alex as much as they like Edward (although Edward sounds like a FREAKING SEXY BEAST!). Ok... but I want long books. Jess told me it will be like, doubled, but people have told me it will be about the same... I don't want "Joey's first chapter book!" Although Joey might bite off more then he can chew (get it? Bite? Vampires? You people suck. Or not. I can't tell if you're laughing or not from here). Josh Todd is awesome... better than Edward. I want to see if I can figure out how to post videos on this... Then you can bask in the can't-dance hottness of my main squeeze... I wish haha. Ok, here goes (another Rent moment just happened.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpWpYl6kmNg Ok. I couldn't figure it out, so click here to see MY LOVE! hehe. Goodnight friend(s)!

Courtney

It's Beyond Me, I Cannot Carry The Weight of a Heavy World

Oh my, not another song lyric. This one is suiting to the entry, however. My life is a mess. I hate it and the title says it all. I can't do everything. It's getting to much to handle, but what to do...

My parents are idiots. There is this whole custody battle for Matt about to go on because my dad is irresponsible and my mom is immature. Matt made a good point today, however. If I testify, everyone is fucked. My words: "You're all assholes. I don't want to be invovled. You're acting like preteens having a petty battle. Grow up and stop tearing the already strained family apart. Fuck off now. Yes, I said fuck off. Hey! Don't hit your gavel at me!" Yes. That's how it would go because I've held things in too long and curses will fly. I hate my life.

On other news, I went shopping with Jess yesterday. Shopping with friends is much funner than shopping with parents. And yes, I said funner. Get over it. I bought my dress and some shoes. Crap, I have 5 minutes. Shit.... My mom didn't like the shoes or the dress, said I looked like a slut.

Next order of business. I'm trying to figure out how Word translates to Book. I'm thinking about wrapping it up soon. Have it done before x-mas maybe.

I bought the new Buckcherry CD. Awesome. Got to go now. Bye love! Wish me luck with LIFE!

Courtney

Infatuation

Ok. I need something to happen in my life besides school because these song lyrics/titles are getting lame. Not that they're lame songs, it's because it's what's playing and if it's playing, it's obviously a good song.

And yes. School started. You must be wondering how such a deep, thoughtful, and mature mind could still be in school, but believe it. I'm a junior in high school. Not shocked? FINE! I wouldn't be shocked either.

Anyway. This year should be a breeze. I think that english and spanish should be hardest, and there's no regents for spanish. Accounting is repetative, or so I'm told, so after a while I should get it enough. Music theory... I'm just hoping I have enough knowledge for that or college might be a challenge. Mrs. OJ is kinda scarey though... but Jess will help me survive that.

I'm talking to tom right now. I only have 5 minutes left online. FUCKING SCHOOL. ehem. My brother needs to cut it out with this overprotective shit. My mom too.

Ok then. Bye.